my name is katie im 16 practically 17, and im obessesed with stressing over my flaws. i feel as if,everyone is trying to be someone they're not. i find myself slipping and falling farther and farther away from who i want to be. i aim for these things i cant achieve and it eats at me for days. i always want things i cant have, which leaves me lustful, envious, and jealous. i am stubborn and self centered, i lie for no reason. if you can find good in me i congratulate you. im nervous and awkward. i hold grudges, and cry over stupid shit. i hate when people don't like me for no reason. i gossip even though i try not to. basically im in a love/hate realtionship with myself.

writing, chillenn, being a teenager, listening to music.

underoath., drop dead, gorgeous., taking back sunday., senses fail., amber pacific., cobra starship., CHIODOS., paramore., boys like girls., silverstein., the rocket summer., dance gavin dance., the devil wears parada., cinematic sunrise., engmatic heart., cute is what we aim for., saosin., anberlin., the academy is...., fear before the march of flames., the fall of troy., BRAND NEW., alesana., escape the fate., all time low., the almost., armor for sleep., armor for the broken., meg and dia., bring me the horizon!, young jeezy., jay-z., kanye west., so much other stuff., ++of course i will always have a soft spot for fall out boy., i like their old stuff., like, an evening out with your girl., im down for most types of music., hardcore, screamo, poppunk, powerpop, GHETTO rap.

REQUIEM FOR A DREAM, blue crush, grind, and coyote ugly.

americas next top model.

the lovely bones. RUNNING WITH SCISSORS.